ahh...the past....come to think that the past is dead...to think actually it will come again in the future...I used to be mischievous when I was a child...I rebelled,..I vandalised...I beat up people...
poor innocent friends...sorry for the cause that you have to stay in the hospital...sorry...I stole from my friends,I stole from a vending machine...
I used to say bad words in front and back...I wonder why I did that in the first place...
Beating up people,...Doing pranks......Bullying....
Now I have become an independent person who always think what comes ahead instead what lies today...I didn't even lay a finger on anyone...no pranks,no vandalism,no rebel,no stealing...no punches,kicks...I feel like I am weaker than before...because I rarely use my fist...then again I could do the same today but with a twist I am stronger...but actually it was all useless....the fighting,stealing....poor others...
I am today a much better person,...No more violence,no more screw ups...
From a bad Punk to the best Nerd...I like that...
but I hate that those who Underestimated me...
from the longest hair in school...to the glasses and smarty hair....
some of the past is dead...some will came eventually...
the common similarity of my childhood and my teenhood is...
I never satisfied with my life...I want everything and more of anything...I appreciate it but...this is the problem..
I hope my adulthood will......
and there goes another chapter.......
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our childhood pretty much the same...i'm grew up to be much stronger and independent...I'm desire to be stronger because...I want to protect weak people and my beloved one...you are not weak...at least you are strong in the inside...twist and turn is the way of life,right...
no pain no gain hahah! i used to be notty when i was small too. stealing people's pencil lead, scolding people. yeah i did. and i ws in d last class haha evil me! btw, just be ureself. ure not weak. u got brains babe =)
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