ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Saturday, May 30, 2009

DEADLINE


Such a hectic holiday, 7 coursework in progress. I've felt like this 5 months were used unwisely. I barely had time to study. Blog wouldn't be updated until next friday, I'll be spending my time at Kelantan. So it wouldn't be any fun, I have to finish it before the deadline.

Friday, May 29, 2009

MOMENT

"Manusia berbukit."
-Amal-












Today I had such a great evening,
I spent my evening with the girls, very fun indeed. We took pictures and such, no wonder they love to hang out like this. Very, very crazy people. I still wonder if being a girl makes a difference. Not physically though...duhh, but the inner feelings, how their minds work, their 'point of view' to be certain. I find them fill with surprise, you can find expected the unexpected from a girl. It has been a long time since I pluck a guitar, 3 years as far as I can remember. I just love to hear people play, expressing themselves into an instrument. Thank you girls for the awesome ride.
Maybe next time I'll hang out again, but for FREE guitar classes.

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Thursday, May 28, 2009

SENTIMENTAL


Regarding what I read at Esya's blog,
it gives me that sentimental feelings about it. Not long enough till we go for our own way, chasing our dreams. It is not certain that we are in the same university, it is not certain where or when we will meet after that. We might get intrude with so many works that it tend to make us forget. We might not come in contact anymore.
So before that time comes, let us cherish these moments for a while.
P/S: This was really hard to do, work time consist for two hours,
but I was having fun doing it.

STORY


If I could put the stories into words, I wouldn't need to lug around a camera.


MISTAKE


It turns out, sometimes you have to do the wrong thing. Sometimes you have to make a big mistake to figure out how to make things right. Mistakes are painful, but they’re the only way to find out who you really are.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

AWE


Look, a simple word is to be a key in your disastrous problems.
I see, you get intimidated and you try to overawe.
All this time, you try to awe and taunt him.
Not going so well, eh?

FEAR


"I’ve not felt the same fear as i am having now for quite a while."

"People talk about facing your fears as if facing it is THE MOST difficult part. That’s not quite true. I do believe the aftermath, the moving on after facing it is far more difficult. Upon facing your fears, you do not honestly believe that part of you or your life would still be the same as it was the day or the moment before, do you? Well, it doesn’t. It will change. For better or worse, that’s not the issue. The point is, there will be changes. The reason why one decides not to face any of his/her fears could be simply because one does not welcome the change."

" I know you trusted her, but I'm afraid that I don't trust you."

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

INSPIRING


Until you start to believe in your self,
you don't have a life.
-Rocky-

MEANS


we often take everything for much more than it means.

Monday, May 25, 2009

WAY

We strive for ‘the perfect life’. We give the best that we can in pursuit of that picture perfect, flawless life. We believe that it is out there, somewhere. Some sort of ‘nirvana’. Well, of course the perfect life may not be as great as heaven, but it is great enough to get us through day by day till we get old and die without without any agony. Basically, it is a life where we are happy with everything that life has to offer.

Ironically, if it is ‘the perfect life’, why doesn’t everybody share the same utopia? Everybody have their own very idea on what perfect is all about. Mother may not share it with her children, husbands don’t always share it with their wives, friends so often are not of the same opinion about it.

If it is truly perfect, how is it possible that others can find the flaws in another’s? After all, it is supposedly to be perfect. Flawless. Complete.

I guess, perfect may not be so perfect after all.

-Watercolour-

PERSONALITY


You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

this is based on the 2008 personality tests, most of them are truthful, this is my personality.

WRONG


"It’s good to be scared. It means you still have something to lose''

I flunk 2 tests already, what went wrong?

Sunday, May 24, 2009

HURT


when you are hurting, why is it so hard for you to tell the person responsible that they’ve hurt you.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

WISH


You wish upon a shooting star, but it doesn't came true.
do you make a new wish,
or still kept holding on to the old ones?

PLAN


Your plans doesn't always go as you plan does it?
Sometimes it flips horridly that it also destroy your other plans.
and it's not easy to come up with a plan B.

Friday, May 22, 2009

ABSENT


There were those desperate times when you need the help of your friends,
and you scold them for not helping out.
but did you realize that when your friend are in need, you were absent as well?

SPM


There were times I felt that this was never important.
My will starting to fade.
I've lost my inspiration.

TWO

It's 2:00 o'clock... and I'm still studying. ;)

Thursday, May 21, 2009

HUSTLER


I may not be smart, but I ain't dumb.

SELFISH


Stubborn and selfish,
perhaps too selfish.

PETALS


See now, I told you so...
You should have believe in me back then,

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

ATTRACTIVE

Dyrah jgn Jeles

Does whom you find attractive changes as you age? Would marriage change your perception of the people you find attractive?


Or would you find that you always look for the same thing regardless of your age or your marital status?


It makes you think doesn't it?


HINT


Convince me with more of your hints.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

MELODY


I want a new song in my life,
I'm tired of the same old tune.

BEFRIEND


It's not that I hate newcomers, new friends are okay. This is because I am traumatized by my past experience. I once had a friend that I put so much trust on, I even went far as betraying my other friends. Suddenly I realize that, 'it' wasn't a true friend but a fiend, an avatar of evil. A backstabber.
Like dyrah always said not to trust anybody, eventhough they look nice on the cover but we don't know the content. It is easy to manipulate people when they have your trust. I realize that... It's not that I'm preventing to befriend with new people, just please exercise caution because the unexpected can appear anytime.

Monday, May 18, 2009

EVENT


Today marks one of the most happiest celebration. The Teachers Day. Unfortunately my mind filled with sorrow, I was touched listening to the song played, and when Mr.H sings, it floods my soul. We won't experience this again as we make it through. The smiles that greet us today might not last. This is our last year celebrating teachers day here, at this spot, this moment, only left is our frayed memories. Thank you for all your hardwork, I'm sure that our time here is not wasted.