ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Monday, June 30, 2008

HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF



Today at school...
I saw Syafiq studying...it is weird because syafiq rarely study...
then Syairazi is sleeping...
it is like two different entity yin-yang,triumph-disaster-success-failure..
looking at the way he is doing his ''study''...it reminded me of the past..
year 2007...PMR year...
we used to study together...always a study group formed...
we have one of the best memories that year...we used to compete against each other...
we lived our lives efficiently...we work too hard...we never give up...
year 2008-present day...
thinking back...why should we give up now...
I want to live like the past years...now we are sitting for SPM...the most important test in our lives...but neverthless no one cares...
I see the future it is either bright or dull...
i saw my friends too...they have changed...
some from good to bad,bad to good...and some from bad to worst...
after PMR we set our own way...same goes for SPM...one day we will go for our own way...just like today...
some say teenhood comes once in a lifetime...they come for us to use it wisely...not to fill it with dreadness...
again a friend of mine...A i called her...
A gets unwell results for the last exam...her mom won't go and see her on open day because she is ashamed of her daughter...
they also say that ''History repeats itself''....well it's true...many History have been repeated...only because we didn't noticed it...
Then I'll just wait for history...and again I will feel ''Never Give Up''...
I am sick of failures...and I want to be successful...!!
same goes to you my friend...

Saturday, June 28, 2008

HOPE


Wait...there is still hope...

Friday, June 27, 2008

PLEASE...


I am afraid of death...to me...or to everyone I love...I don't want to lost something precious...please god...keep them with me...
I don't want to lose them...

Thursday, June 26, 2008

LESSON FOR A FOOL


Today is Open Day...pretty much boring but...
I learn a few things today...
Looking at peoples parent reminded me that one day I will become a father too...
I wonder what it is like,a burden heavy enough for me to lift it...
or a burden I can't bear,..
Looking at their expression's on their daughter...son's...
we all said that our parent's are selfish...but think again..they gave what we want,..we didn't gave a piece...
their expression...the disappointment  of their children's failure...how they are ashamed...
they will blame it on us off course...that's the right thing...but some of them will blame themselves...
I wonder now...I used to be a failure...it suck's...
being unrespected,dishonored,disused,humiliated,unknown,nothing,loser,unworthy,dreadful,....dead....
It is time for a change...

...........................................................................................................................................................................

I am proud of being my own kind,my own selves,...
but I am challenged by the ''Chinese''..
they are superior than us...even I feel awkward when a person race's other than mine...speak's Malay..
they learned our language..but did we learned theirs...
even at my dad's workplace is full of chinese...
even also the top three student's in my class are chinese...
It is time for a change...

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The last lesson I am proud today is...

I know what type of person I am...
they called it...

''The Terminator''

that is what I am...

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

ANIME ADDICTION

Right now I am addicted to this anime...'Devil May Cry'...
the game is awesome plus the anime is Pwnsome...!
i watched it all day...one of the best anime ever..especially those who like DMC...!



ICT

Yeaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!Finally ICT finished...presentation no.38...16 slides...Assignment no.3...
phew I'm done,I'm tired..I'm going to sleep...

Monday, June 23, 2008

HAPPYNESS

I am in the pursuit of happyness...
this scene is so inspiring..and this movie-The Pursuit Of Happyness ...I recommend this for everyone...
I wan't to be that happy...happy for the things I love,the things I do...


Sunday, June 22, 2008

LOVE IS DEAD

Even though there are more people who say that
nothing is more important than love,
is it really such a good thing?
Because of love,there are women who get chased around by men;

because of love,there are also men who get stabbed by women.

In short,in order to turn love into something wonderful,
there's something that is more important.

I'm not that senseless to go far as saying what it is...

Saturday, June 21, 2008

WORD OF POWER

I Come,...I see,...I Conquer,...

Friday, June 20, 2008

THE BEAUTY AND THE BEAST 2

what's wrong...?
I am not good enough...
not good enough as you speak?
it's nothing...
so what happened...?
I don't want to talk about it...
seriously man stay away...
you again...buzz off...
just be quiet and LET me...do the talking...
what are you...a motivator...haha I laugh...
shut up...
so youre the best huh?well you certainly made me laugh...
...
what can't take a challenge fool...
stop it b****!
hey...don't push me son of a b****...
what!
what!
stop imitating me...
stop imitating me...
shut it...!
shut it!
wait...
huh?
what?
i see...
see what..
by what scene do you see...
I am the best...
so am I...
me too..
well see...
may the best man win...
hahaha I already know that...!
you're not even a man...
RM850,000 here I come...let's give it a try

Thursday, June 19, 2008

I HAVE A DREAM

Everybody have a dream...but they won't just get it...they give up and leave everything to fate...
they have lost what they really wan't to be...they have forgotten who they are...
they were fools...
these word's will wake me up from being a fool like them...





Don't ever let somebody tell you,...you can't do something...
not even me...alright...
you got a dream you gotta protect it...
people can't do something themselves...
they want to tell you...
you can't do it...
you wan't something...
go get it...
period...

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

THE BEAUTY AND THE BEAST

what should I do...

Do everything you can...
No don't do anything just enjoy your teenhood,..they came once you know...
what?are you kidding adolescence is used for you to get ready for adulthood...
adulthood smooshed...what the heck man...leave it to fate..
what!the fate leave's you nothing you know...
shut up you son of a bitch!it's his choice...
you shut up!
no you!
get the hell out of here you !
ei you want a piece of this Punk!
what did you call me punk!
ooo...nice comeback...punk!
alright that's it man...this mean's war...!!

shut up...let me think...

A BAD DAY

It was raining...I met shairazi...drink his coke,...then went to the tailor shop,...wait there then I went to 7-eleven...i bought my stuff..but forgot some things...it was raining again...i took the backroad on the way home,...then...
i slipped...in the middle of the gas station...it was awkward...i had eggs all over me...
i can imagine people laughing at me...after a few steps i noticed something is dripping from the plastic bags...oh my...
eggs...at first I just ignore it than it dripped all over on my shirt and pants..
so I decided to get rid of the eggs...then Miss.Azriza came...I just wave my hand and went straight back home...the story I told to my mother than she laugh...

now my feet hurts,my hand sore and I forgot to buy things and need to buy them later...

what a bad moment...


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

FAKE LOVE

Oh she just called me...not to take this seriously but it is kind of annoying...and she talk's like I'm his boyfriend and seriously I'm not...!
geez...that is so awkward...i mean what if she thinks I'm his boyfriend and actually I'm not...sheesh admire's are so annoying sometimes..i mean when you keep miscalling everyday...and I just could say ''Buzz of B****'' but that just playing rude..and that is a needy woman...
but I am still thinking the end...what will happen...so curious...huhu

Monday, June 16, 2008

GONE

What if everything is gone...

NO ONE IS PERFECT

I am not perfect...So be it..punk!

I AM LOST


I am still lost...I don't know what road to spot,...no I don't want to leave to fate,because it might end up with a dot,which road,...I don't want to be nothing,instead I wan't to be everything,...
I have doubt,...so what should I do...where Should I go,...
be like him,or be myself...oh no...
I'm lost...

PAPA

Happy belate father's day,...
I am lost without you...

Sunday, June 15, 2008

AH BENG 2

AH BENG HOT SHOT


During the Japanese Occupation, 3 Singaporeans, Ah Meng, Ah Seng and Ah Beng were caught for smuggling. They were sentenced to death by firing squad.

That night, Ah Meng came up with a plan. He told the others that the Japanese were afraid of natural disasters. So he would cause them to panic, and escape in the confusion.

The next morning, Ah Meng was led to the wall. The firing squad was lined up and the Captain commanded, "Ready.. Aim..", but before he could complete, Ah Meng shouted, " Earthquake!! Earthquake!" The Japanese soldiers panicked and Ah Meng made his escape.

Later, the soldiers took Ah Seng out and the firing squad were ready. The captain commanded, "Ready... Aim..." This time Ah Seng shouted. " Flood! Flood!!" Again, the Japanese soldiers panicked and this time, Ah Seng made his escape.

Observing all this, Ah Beng began to get the idea. "It's important to get the timing right."

Soon, it was Ah Beng's turn. "Timing, that's the key.." Ah Beng kept saying to himself. The soldiers lined up in front of him. The captain started, "Ready..."

"Timing," Ah Beng thought to himself.

"Aim..."

"Okay," thought Ah Beng, and shouted, " FIRE!!! FIRE!!! "

AH BENG'S IN SINGAPORE

There were 4 Ah Bengs. They decided to start a business. They decided to start an auto garage. They bought the best of car servicing equipment and manpower. The 4 Ah Bengs waited that day for the car to arrive but no car entered their garage.

They waited for 1 day,2 days, a week for the car to arrive but no car came to their garage. WHY? Because their garage was on the second floor.

After this failure they decided to try good old taxi driving. They bought a new London Cab & began to look for passengers. They drove past Orchard Road but nobody hailed their taxi. They went to Changi Airport yet nobody hailed their taxi.

They even drove to Serangoon Road, even nobody hailed their taxi.In desperation they kept on driving all around Singapore but alas no one hailed their taxi. WHY? Because all the four Ah bengs were sitting in the taxi.

After the 4 Ah Bengs were very disappointed with their fate & decided to push their taxi into the sea. They started pushing their taxi. They push the whole day & were very exhausted but the taxi did not move even an inch.

They decided to rest for a while & started to push again. The taxi just wouldn't move. WHY? Because 2 Ah Bengs were pushing the front & 2 from behind.


another Ah beng jokes...


Saturday, June 14, 2008

GIRL DREAM


New artwork,...

this is a picture of a girl I saw in my dream,...
or maybe it is just in my head,or maybe she is out there somewhere,...

as I enter the slumberland,
I saw my friends in the other hand,
with night passes through like sand,
searching quick till the road met the end,
when time repair itself,it began to mend,
I saw a girl,beautiful as it is grand,
in front of her there I stood,I stand,
talking peacefully as it like we are foes,friend,
her hair striped with pink on each end,
thought of waiting till a letter sent,
lending my arm's towards her,
grabbed infinite,eternal,forever,
then I woke up,it was all a dream,
but thing's is not like what it is seem,
it remind's me of the past's,yesterday,
a poem of expressing love,the other day,...

SMKS4KD

let us curiously wonder,
of a tale that had never told,
a letter as a reminder,
a story brave yet bold,

started as a wonderfully done school,
nothing less but to give an appreciation,
yet half of them were a mere fool,
and nevertheless to bring end and devastation,

but beside with all that hectic commotion,
there is one who's filled with emotion,

the teacher's were tired and exhausted,
yet knowledge given are never wasted,

the student's were awfully mischievous,
do add they are well rebellious,

but stand away for they are the most gifted,
to bring up the school's name none's tilted,

to make teacher's proud for their work,
and gave the student back their smirk,

and leave behind their way,
right to the glorious day,

Shall I send this letter to you,
and say they all aim for success,
and shall I present to you,
we are Fourian's the Best...!



NOTHING

"My life is empty...let's fill it with something",...

let's see...oh I want to travel...

Friday, June 13, 2008

WE ARE NOT ALONE AND NEVER WILL BE

Each and every day I start to wonder,
why Love is blessed with a beautiful craving,
Though I am humble,blessed and sincere,
that Love can be the most devastating,
It's been a long time since I trust to interfere,
not to take love because they are never letting,
so let me tell you a story my dear,
how love are never lasting,

so let me tell you how I feel,
that love is a mere illusion,
do mind these make the most deal,
because it is the cause of devastation,

we are not alone and never will be,
those for their heartache and blaming each other,
the one's lost will replace for something better,
so I'll end my word for this remarkable letter,

                                                                                  your's sincerely
                                                                                  Mohammad Afiq 



USELESS LOVE

I'm Glad I'm not falling in Love right now...I think that is the best way...

FRIDAY THE 13TH

Oh friday the thirteenth,they say bad things happens on this day,...
even yahoo have proven it,last year on friday 13th the helicopter Nuri fell down,
but it is 'kurafat' to believe in something like this...

I'm worried...

Thursday, June 12, 2008

DAMNED YOU

I somehow feel energized that there's are absolutely one more year till school ends,...it is time to prove my words all this time,
"Time are slipping from my finger's like sand"

and something for YOU,yes YOU I am satisfied,but you just do whatever you want to...
huhuhu It's your damn choice,You be whatever you want to be,...
Oh you didn't notice,because you are so STUPID,...sorry...

well the truth hurts,what can I say...It's time to move on..

AH BENG

Lately some of my friend become's "sad" some because of love the other's were the horrid they are facing,so I post this joke as a favour of cheering them up!

Life is difficult full of trials,

sorrow,pain,

but if you fall down,just stand up straight,be confident & say,...

"KURANG AJAR,SIAPA TOLAK!!'' (credits to Yasmine)

So here's the joke...

AH BENG
> Ah Beng ?? - NEW STUFF
> ********************
>
Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
> He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said,
> "My Mobile No. Has changed.
> Earlier it was Nokia 3310. Now it is 6610"
>
> ====================================
> Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is in Medical College .
> Friend: Really, what is he studying.
> Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him.
>
> ==========================================
> Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.
> DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
> Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.
>
> ===========================================
> Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry?
> Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry?
> Ah Beng : No, I'll also stay with your sister.
>
> =========================================
> Ah Beng : People consider me as a "GOD"
> Wife: How do you know??
> Ah Beng : When I went to the Park today, everybody said,
> Oh GOD! U have come again.
>
> ===========================================
> Ah Beng complained to the police: "Sir, all items are missing,
> except the TV in my house."
> Police: "How the thief did not take TV?"
> Ah Beng : "I was watching TV news..."
>
> =========================================
> Ah Beng ?? comes back 2 his car & find a note saying "Parking Fine"
> He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole "Thanks for complement."
>
> =============================================
> How do you recognize Ah Beng ?? in School?
> He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases
> the board.
>
> ===============================================
> Once ?? Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other.
> So the man asked him why he did so. He replied that the weather forecast
> announced that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would
> be hot.
>
> ==================================================
> Ah Beng ?? in a bar and his cellular phone rings. He picks it up and
> Says "Hello, how did you know I was here?"
>
> ===================================================
> Ah Beng : Why are all these people running?
> Man - This is a race, the winner will get the cup
> Ah Beng ?? - If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?
>
> ===================================================
> Teacher: "I killed a person" convert this sentence into future tense
> Ah Beng : The future tense is "u will go to jail"
>
> =====================================================
> Ah Beng told his servant: "Go and water the plants!"
> Servant: "It's already raining."
> Ah Beng : "So what? Take an umbrella and go."
>
> =====================================================
> A man asked Ah Beng ?? why ?? Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the Evening and not
> in the morning ?? Ah Beng replied ?? Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM

THERE ARE MORE BUT TOO MANY....
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