ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

EID ON THE ECLIPSE


I love the smell of Fireworks in the morning.
as a spice but sometimes annoying,
celebrating eid is such a jolly,
for my inexcusable act,I'm sorry!
Seremban,Negeri Sembilan,
There only be one toilet,
either you queue up or just swim by the river next door!
my father created a wooden gun with a sharp pole as the bullet to catch fish.
The ketupat,lemang and rendang will already be served at 6.00 in the morning,
your own self-service buffet,
before we go to pray at the nearby mosque,
start the morning with fireworks.
fireworks are the bomb!
with my rebellious jack-asses cousins!
a convoy to the mosque,
and later we went to the cemetery,
back home we put up the house up and tidy,
and meet each family members and ask for apologies...oh don't forget the 'duit Raya' nyahaha
then me and my cousin will go visit most of the villages house...
a few years back I got RM200...
At night a tent is rented...another self buffet dinner,
At night fireworks hell loads like going out on a war.
and play guitar by the stairway.
At middle of the night the house is fully loaded with drowsy families...even some sleep in the kitchen and others sleep in a tent and some in the car.


BESUT,KELANTAN/TERENGGANU
Three toilet in the house.
just queue up and take a bath,or whatever youR need is.
In the morning Satay's are already lied up on the table... so knock yourself out .but before you do that, we need to pray first.
Went to the mosque as usual... I've met up with my old friend usually...
in the end the Mosque staff will hand out 'Nasi Beriyani' or nasi kerabu or pulut'ah what the heck just take it.
Back at home we will start eating and welcome our guest.
With thousands of words to be heard from the "gossip ladies"
last time I'm with them they talk about 'boobs'...humm interesting...0_o
we went to visit houses and this one house have all sorts of weird fruits such as this 'Buah Kodok'.
My cousins are mostly girls and woman...
so bring out the feminine side!nyahaha
or better yet become a drag queen.
We usually go shopping at 'Pengakalan Kubor' it's like a big market just like Rantau Panjang only this one is right next to thailand.
There are a lot of cheap things and mostly fireworks there are very cheap...
duhh..Thailand=Fireworks
Hundreds variety of fireworks like the 'smoke bomb' dynamite pop-pop, mercun batu nisan and other 'rare' weaponry.
At night unleash your fireworks and fire crackers'
Boom,Bang.Bomb,pop,blow,bark.jang,Poof...nyahaha
A BBQ or Barbeque usually held and this is the best part.
Enjoy a delicious seafood or meat on whatever your taste bud needs!
The next day we will went out to the beach!collecting sea shells on the shore.
then we fish!
the delicacies of Kelantan is so great...
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Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends or whoever that reads this!
Minta maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung bulu kaki.
You guys are one of the best!
Have a nice weekend.
henpon aku hilang so nak sms raya tu tak bley lah...>_<

Thursday, September 25, 2008

TELL TALL TALE

Today as usually happy as it is usually do!
except today happened many flashback and 'things'.

Prefect Duty
Farah is so like the strongest girl around...
I mean look at those punks.They were like 
''OMG,!!"
Me and Izmir saw a snake...
Flashback form 2 and 3...what a wonderful life I've had...
uh amir remember 'RADIATION' hahaha!
chatting with Miss.Mazlaina... believe it or not she is 60 years old!!0_o!
And again Asslam famous jokes,

"cubalah belajar sikit macam aku ni''
''Syai jangan tido syai(asslam's red eyes)

Looking at some games on those lovely handphones
Chemistry equals to good laugh
Miss Yun Pissed off...
Play Scrabbles on English Language classes.
Play Counter Strike on ICT!
En.Kamarul's tall tale on his life on his university days!very interesting
finished my Folio's....phew relief
look at views of japan picture at Amin's.
I dream of Playstation 3!
Singing DIGI Songs.

-FIN-



PETRIFIED


It creeps in and peeps,
neither one knows what it seek,
from the darkness,
it afraid of it's own shadows,
It came into the room,
crawling,whispering,stop and it peeks again.
holding mortified will in it's hands.

INSPIRATION

Another inspiring day with Mr.Kamarul
Today's lesson RESPECT YOUR PARENTS AND TEACHERS!

Action+Respect-->Parent's+Teacher's= fate= SUCCESS

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

IMSOMNIAC


4 hours of sleep,dozens of works,
Today seems awfully quiet and happy,
and syai said today is lailatulqadar,but it only came with 'probably' or 'possibly' ...
Today in Islamic language classes, I learned that what I have been doing is right,
speaking of Islamic Language... I got folios to finished. and got to finished my art project...
It seem pretty hard when you look in to the future... but in the end it will be the best thing.

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Oh just watched 'Freedom Writers'
Such an inspiring movie!
Now let's move on!

Monday, September 22, 2008

THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL



At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet,
when they know their true desire, 
they spoke with words and angst and let it grief,
does words seem to matter to time,
-time- spoken it will reaches it's toll,
The earth is sick, no longer will it hold,
one whole day,the world will stood still,
the stars will fall, the sky darkens,
grim it will be, with fearful screams,
wave will starting to rise it's tide,
the sea will be gone to ashes and sands,
the ground slipped and open wide,
and suck all their miraculous demands,
they-humans-run with terror,
they hold catastrophe,
they just realized it was a sin,
they were blinded by viewing this disastrous scene,
but it was,
this what happened when the day the earth stood still,
and shall it breaks, us into shattered glass...

U HATE ME

I Don't do Slandering...
it is just you,that can't take the fact that it is true.
You can mock and shove me into the corner,
You can talk rubbish, and diss me everyday,
I don't mind really.
I believe in what I believe,
I stand still because of it.
You can say I hate you 100 times but still
You can be rude to me
but you have crossed the line when youre being rude
to others
period

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ALLHAMDULILLAH

I can't wait for 'Lailatulqadar'.
I don't know what I wan't to wish for...
my life is good as it is, again thank you for this meaningful life...
with good friends,loving family,lucky day,less pressure,peaceful thoughts,strength of 'iman',
how can I thank you enough...
the little less I can do is
Allhamdulillah


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I talked to my friends... and they do noticed that our little friend
there have changed....It is not like the way it used to, from good to bad,
by time from bad to worst,I have tried but God have better plans...


MY EYES IT BURNS

"Suffering from lack of sleep..."

Sunday, September 21, 2008

THE POEM OF A KING


I wrote this because I didn't felt sorry,
Here is a story,
a tale never told,
And brave yet bold,
About a person act like a hero,
but actually a coward inside,
Lebih Baik jadi GRO,
than staying beside,
All your friends backstabbed you,
all can I say is 'Padan Muka'
Hey it's true too,
And it really do taste like vinegar!
With hatred in every stitch,
Bye-bye Bitch!
by the way you sick,
suck it up you piece of shit!
stop telling lies,
or you will eventually dies,
and you blame me too,
the things you do,
you mean and cruel,
 you always drool,
you ain't cool,
you a moronic fool,
stop saying 'bodo' to everybody,
and stop rebel and being naughty,
you short and fat,
you ugly like 'that'!!
Your face is hideous,
it made a witch puke,
youre far from being generous,
and it made roaches get the 'look'..

in this sincere poem I tell you,
with roses upon chariot,
I really wan't to tell you,
that you are an idiot!!!!

KARMA


let me paint this picture for ya, baby 

You spend your nights alone 
And he never comes home 
And everytime you call him, all you get is a busy tone 
I heard you found out 
That he's doing to you 
What you did to me 
Ain't that the way it goes 
When you cheated, girl 
My heart bleeded, girl 
So it go without saying that should let the feeling hurt 
Just a classic case, a scenario 
Tale is over
Girl, you got what you deserved 
And now you want somebody 
To cure the lonely nights 
You wish you had somebody 
That could come and make it right 
But girl, I ain't somebody 
I'm out of sympathy 
See.. 

What goes around comes back around 
I thought I told ya 
Take it to em,  
Haha 
See 
You shoulda listened to me, baby 
Because 
What goes around comes back around 
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KARMA
Action-effects-Fate

Saturday, September 20, 2008

HAPPY

I wonder why people have problems in their lives that it become a burden?
I also wonder why I am so happy 24/7, it felt like I'm just carrying a feather on my shoulder.
I feel free... this peaceful feeling is great.What can I say... Life is great if you know it's true meaning
But whatever the reason is... I'm thankful for it...
thank you,

Thursday, September 18, 2008

THIEF'S AND BEGGER'S

Hari ini aku tidak membeli apa-apa makanan berbuka puasa untukku...
tetapi aku mendermakan wang aku kepada pengemis jalanan...

7 COLORS OF WONDER

The phases of my life today is so peaceful,
Like a tranquil gaze upon the sea,
and built me up a cabin from worn out tool,
and drink another cup of tea,

the 7 colors of wonder came to my life,
a bit of overwhelming happiness,
an old enemy came to strife,
but slowly eaten by darkness,

I met the most stupid fool,
who plays tarot the wrong way,
so I teach a few lesson,
and lessen the burden,

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"eclipse"
maybe just a sake for a friend
I think she deserves it


BUDAK-BUDAK ZAMAN SEKARANG

"Ini lagu untuk kawanku yang boleh dikatakan agak bodoh"

TAKDIR

Tuhan dah sediakan takdir yang sepatutnya untuk kita... Tapi kita boleh memohon supaya Allah S.W.T megubahnya :D

TASTE IT,LOVE IT

I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i HAVE THE BEST!
nyahahaha

THANK YOU

Thanks Friends!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

YOU

"What happens when you become the main source of a pain..."

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

IGNORANCE KILLS


Tadi waktu P.I... Ustazah shows us a video about death and the consequences of life!
And somehow a video about the life of a penguin and a meerkat... it's somehow made me sad... How a father of a penguin took care of the egg and the mother went down to sea...Drifting the cold weather, the baby safely born...how much our parents work for us...
''Bagaimana jika kita dilahirkan, anak yatim''...
Yang tidak dapat merasai kasih sayang Ibu dan Bapa.
"Aku bersyukur dengan keluarga yang diberikan oleh tuhan,kegembiraan yang tidak" terhingga...
''segala puji bagi Allah S.W.T''
''dan orang yang tak reti nak menghargai jasa orang yang selalu mengata-ngata ibu-bapa dan guru-guru mereka... 
maka Mereka adalah orang yang 'bodoh''
dan
''Sesungguhnya Mereka Adalah Orang Yang Kejam''

TRUST

It is your choice, no one ever trust you anymore...

Monday, September 15, 2008

A LOYAL FOOL


I know things that you did not know, or you never think of imagining it...
when I say that you will lost another... you know I'm telling a fact..and do remember what goes around always comes around...
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REMAKE AKHIR DUNIA!
THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL
''If the earth dies,you die.If you die,the earth survives".
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I have another fear...fear of time!
so much it's scares me until time reaches it's toll...
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WOAH! Many natural disasters have been unleashed by mother nature!
A Premonition...
.

PLANNED

I love my life!!! Yeah! I wish it will be like this forever! But with a little twist!
On a rating 100:1!!
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Wah! M.C! That's hard but I take that as a challenge!
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Sunday, September 14, 2008

TARA

YEAH!! The Amazing Race Asia is Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The toughest race ever!
Makes you wonder how a reality show can be so inspiring!

RENAISSANCE

I always see you in that corner, I left you, but you never left me. Now I come back for you and awaken the past which blinded by the light of darkness. Now I am reborn into a new lotus...A late bloomer you can presume, like a phoenix, it is not immortal but it relive itself and start a new life...

THE MAN IS BACK AND HE BRING SOME FRIENDS


I call this part of my life...
''Renaissance"

Thursday, September 11, 2008

PATH

When we take our own path, went to a university and have our own life...
we might not see each other again, and why the hell is that... I hate that
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Oh Paula you are so beautiful... I wish I could see you in person!

VERY FUNNY MUSIC PARODY

A funny spoof of music videos...

Miley Cyprus-7 Things guys don't have to do...




Katy Perry-I kissed a Granny




James Blunt-She was beautiful I swear...


Wednesday, September 10, 2008

SWEETEST WORD

Oh... look...we have Bitches in our class!

TEST DRIVE LIFE


People always complaining that they have the worst life, they hold too many burden and like he/she have the worst life. You said it when you say 'They got all the luck''..being envious of something so ridiculous...
Life is Unfair for sure... seeing many people make many sins but they get the granted, or you work hard and be equal to those who didn't... And they say 'You don't know it unless you try it'

Well what if you woke up, and notice you hold another person's body, maybe someone you know to test drive their life? Or just the worst case scenario you eventually took a body of a stranger and taste the true colors of their lives...
switch body to another person will make you realize how much we are different... some always smile but in their heart lies heart-wrenching sadness... or does have that emo look but the happiest person on earth...

go on ahead taste life...

FAKE?

You do say you don't like to be a 'fake' a liar..? You feel the urge to show people who you really are... but sometimes the true you is far worst than the mask of lies... you see... wise people don't show who they really are... 

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

ANTI-SOCIAL

Well I do know some people who called me anti-social because they look at me that I like to be alone and serious most of the time...well here is a song for you!!

Katy Perry- I Am Anti-Social

This was the way I planned
It is my intention
I got so brave, drink coke in hand
but didn't lost my discretion
It's not what, I'm used to
Just wanna try it on
I'm curious for you
Caught my attention

I am Anti-Social and I liked it
The taste of the cherry fish stick
I am Anti-Social just to try it
I hope my friend don't mind it
It felt so good
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm 'emo' tonight
I Anti-Social and I liked it
I liked it

Monday, September 8, 2008

THE PERFECT SONG

Just appear in my mind... My favorite song...since childhood... and this song reflects me..myself...
this song is what I have been thinking everyday... It actually represent the perfect lyric for myself.




Yeah,yeah...ooo...yeah.

I've got it all but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing 
And why can't I let it go?

Chorus:
There's gotta be more to life
Than chasing down every temporary high
To satisfy me
'Cause the more that I'm
Trippin out, thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life but I'm sure
There's gotta be more
(Than wanting more)

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment, I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

Chorus

I'm wanting more

(I'm always)
Waiting on something
Other than this
Why am i feeling like there's something I missed?
(Something I missed) Yeah...

BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER


What if you can see through different eyes... How life is different in other eyes... what if I can see through Syairazi eyes where hope and lost entwine, or in Amin's eyes where it all matter but absolutely don't , or in Martin's eyes where love never look upon him... these eyes lies secrets...
if you can look by other person eyes...
who is the person you want to see the world with...

HONEY & CLOVER


Ah... Life is too good if it is just like honey and clover... I do wish a life like that.
The Perfect Life... but it might be the perfect Li e...
I am just like this one guy named Mayama only with a slight twist... perhaps an awful one...
The only anime that made gave me dust in my eyes! Wonder what lies in the future...

BAD WORLD

This one day I read an article and words from a teacher... A boy died in the cause of a stray bullet, and a kidnapping cases...
They Just Happened To Be At The Wrong Place At The Wrong Time...

Sunday, September 7, 2008

ENIGMA

You can see me as a complete Enigma!

LIFE

Life is great,but it is so unfair... but still it is great...!

Thursday, September 4, 2008

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST III


Hello there,
You seem lost don't know where?

I am lost I can't find the way,
but I need to make it by day,

searching for a back home,
or far away in london or rome?

neither of them,
a treasure far value than a gem,

oh my, sounds exciting,
why keep a waiting?

Waiting for someone,
then I'll be done...

or really, or do you feel tired,
or maybe a bit exhausted,

I have rest enough for this week,
but my body seems to be weak.

Why don't you follow me to somewhere nice,
staying here is not that wise,

to where do you presume,
is it the best place that I can resume?

sure thing, it's your everlasting dream,
full of sweets and flavoury cream,

or a dark place full of sorrow,
with crows fills in every row,

or a happy place,
fill the emptyness with grace,

okay I guess I follow,
but what it is still hollow,

don't worry I promise you,
that I won't regret it too...


GLOBAL WARNING!!



The heat rises up as global warming and greenhouse effects occured...
this will cause the Earth Ice cap to melt and can cause catastrophe !
EXPERT says that the earth ice cap might melt by summer...

The sun will change to a dwarf...
the sun is a natural energy for us...
it let out gaseous for us to live,


if the sun dies we dies...

such a horror to be heard that the end is near...
We are the 'umat akhir zaman'....

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

I STAND ALONE


It was a rainy day,
I stood there waiting for someone,
for someone to fetch me at the bay,
but,... I was alone, there is no one,
walked pass a stoplight,
it was red,
the sky darken,
the cars are black,
the sun turns blue,
the moon stop by,
saying farewell to the clear sky,
an umbrella I took,
like a mannequin,
petrify, paralyzed...
Knowing hope will never come,
only to wait for death,
but death too resist to come...
the moon turns black,
the sky whiten,
but still it rains,...
a hope is always lost, finding it's way...
to the cemetery nearby,
there will I be,on that black parade...
a shadow followed me...
as I turned... It dissapear...
a stranger followed me...
as I turned,...he ran...
there was on that black parade, strangers and shadows...
full of hatred and disguise with mask of lies...
and there at the graveyard...I was waiting,
and waiting,waiting,and I waited...
but hope never came.....

created by,Mohammad Afiq bin Marzuki

HAPPINESS


I am listening to a sad song... but eventually sad songs make me happy!!!!!!!!!nyahahaha!!!

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

ANTI-MOTIVATION


Another characteristic of myself...Besides selfish and ignorant,I tend to get serious on to be a role model?Tolead people and myself, I challenge them with words to make them keep going,but, When they succeeded... I tend to destroy them...