Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Friday, December 17, 2010
You know it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you've realized how wrong you've been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it.
I believe life has its toll on us. Life throws many things at us, from all angles, of all kinds. It’s not so much of what is being thrown at us that makes us ‘us’ but more of how we deal with it that actually shapes ‘us’. Eveything that life has thrown at us is a test. Be it sadness, happiness, frustration, anger or joy. It’s actually a test for us to gauge and determine what’s our level from to time to time.
You never know the biggest day of your life is going to be the biggest. The days you think are going to be big ones they are never as big as you make them how to be in your head. It’s the regular days, the ones that start out normal, those are the days that end up being the biggest. And today was something, it was beautiful… perfect!
Childhood is the time when we can build castles in the sky, see elephants and monkeys in the clouds, play with tadpoles, jump on our matresses to our heart's delight, ask why the sky is blue, roll in the dirt, and play with trucks and dolls; it is a time when memories are made and friendships established.
Some said that our childhood is the beginning of our creative nature and ambitious desire to enjoy life and succeed in it. In childhood we find the essential and fundamental ingredients for a healthy life.
We could learn from them.. Children have neither past nor future; they enjoy the present, which very few of us do..
But It's good to be scared. It means you still have something to lose. Some days the whole world seems upside down. And then some how, and probably, and when you least expect it, the world rights itself again. Life's roller coaster. We all just have to Hang tight.
We love different things and different people, and sometimes it is hard to understand why other people love the things they do. But at the end of the day we are all united by one fact: our little hearts can get broken by those we love, and they often do. And when they do, we can't help but sing about it.
Have u ever been caught in such situation? Where u have to choose. Make the ultimate choice on which way to go. To stay or to leave. To hold on or to let go. Well, i guess everyone has their own reason for the choice that they have to make. It's either for the sake of themselves or for the sake of everyone around them. Is it worth gambling such risk? Probably it is. Even for short term happiness. And it would be a lifetime bonus for long term happiness. Lucky bastards. And who wouldn't want that?
But the question is, would u ever know whether u make the right choice? Such risk.
There is that apartment I lived in, somewhere in Japan. not too deep into the city. With four people living inside. Two guys and two woman. Me and a calm and collected guy. A feminine happy-go-lucky girl and her tomboy friend. A playstation 3 hooked up on the television, and countless games taunts ourselves to play. Eating instant noodles and watch the girls doing the dishes. A cozy room with a heater and a magnificent view of the city below. Four seasons changing, spring winds blowing through the window, hitting the chimes with a calming melody, then the blazing summer, we would go by the beach. Eating watermelon sorbet and wash ourselves by the waves. In fall, we will sat under the sakura trees, watching those pink petals falls one by one. And in winter we would skate on the ice and having that christmas party with a small christmas tree in our house. Trading gifts. Celebrating their customs and their festivals. Watching fireworks and cheer loudly anticipating a new year. Call my friends and family back home, asking about their well-being and tell them how great it is and wish they could be here. Then wander ourselves by creating numerous new goals and dreams.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
I remember back in the time, where I was a little child, playing with sands and dirt, riding my bicycle everyday, crossing roads and put all the blame on the maid. Till my first love, on primary school. Learning and make empty promises. Stealing drinks and money from the vending machine. Playing those so called 'digi-vice' and those 'Tamiya' race cars.
Monday, December 13, 2010
You will never enjoy your life,
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Look at me, look at me in the eye and tell youself. Don't mind my british accent. Now I'm asking you, are you really honest about your feelings? Maybe you did all these things, as a term of distraction. See, you even talk to yourself now. What are you doing exactly, and why do you feel that way. Have you regretted something in the past or are you hoping for something in the future. Or is it the present that you most unaware of? Have you done something wrong?
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Monday, December 6, 2010
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Thursday, December 2, 2010
"Everything has it's beauty, but not everyone sees it."