ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Monday, November 9, 2009

SYNC


Today we have a discussion on the History subject. Bella and Mathee bailed out because of exhaustion. Since the exam is one week away, we try to complete the topics in all that we could. Nomad, we change place from computer lab, to the lobby to the Hall to the marble corridor and back to the hall. We continued our lesson as planned. With the rain pouring down and students playing around. It look so subtle and calm. All are in sync.
Our mind can no longer fill up so we decided to stop and just hanging out. We talked about the future, about marriage, our good times here, our golden moments and most of the things related to it. We took pictures and have a good laugh about it. With the rain that calms, comes a cruel reminder that we will depart from this facility.
Sad, some were close to tears when the teacher told us about the future.
I ended walking in the rain. It washes all my problems for a moment. I walk back home in the gentle rain, with water soaking up the shoes and try to capture most of my time in this familiar road. Our experience here is volatile, adding more as we continue to walk.
On the way back I met Fendy, he told me how much he had work hard compared to people who doesn't but still achieving the same old result. He told me it would be better if he had not studied and just hang out, what does it matter if we get the same result.
Life isn't fair, it's up to us to make it fair. What we give, we'll get back.
Thinking about our conversation before. The future is scary, but it drastically turns beautiful when we talk about how great it is. It's still unperfect but still it is great. Although things may not go as planned but it's still great. And when everything is destroyed, it is still great.
At times like this, especially when it rains. This are the moment where you breathe all in and as long as you can. Savour the moments. Because you can't breathe like this often.

3 comments:

Servant of Allah said...

no offend...
are we must fill in the priority(wajib) first..
then the other...???
my mom said,
study is no. 2,
HE must be the no. 1

Enigma said...

everyone knows that, but what's your point?

Servant of Allah said...

I think I'll stop talking straight forward like I used to do,
Cause you know what happen when I did that,(wispering*..cause everyone will hate me)...= )

so, if you don't mind,
just think about it,
That's why I tend to leave everyone and head home first...= )