ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

SPM


The exam hall is directly in front of our class. It is supposed to give us motivation or at least a little bit of fear to make us study. But looking at it, seems it doesn't give a damn thing back. Not even fear of failing our lives. A friend of mine said that SPM is like the 'Titian Sirat', you know, the path which built with a string of hair and divided by seven. The road to hell or heaven. Yeah, he told me it was like that. I believe so... I've met many people around all ages. They all have the same perspective and the same experience.

" I regret for not studying hard enough."
" My life is dying because I didn't do well."
" The test of life, your grade determines wether you have a bright future or otherwise."
" Don't be like me, you are still young. Don't repeat my mistake."
" SPM sucks so bad, but it will suck even more when you flunk it.''
" I have to retake the test, not because I want to look smart and have good grades on my certificate. But to regain happiness. "
" SPM is your weather, either you want it to be smooth sailing or a stormy side."
" If only I have studied harder, life would have been better. Think of it.. "

Why oh why, I feel so uneasy and at the same time felt relaxed like nothing's gonna happen. Some are stressed out, some are ready, some only hope for the best, some still struggling.
I still wonder about the future, jobs are jobs, dreams are dreams. They can break they can fall apart.

" Don't make your dreams your master"
- rudyard-

4 comments:

Atiqah Hasan said...

don't be too depressed Afiq.
I can't say anything more than that coz if I do "people" will start talking. So take it easy but work hard :)

Servant of Allah said...

work hard is easy on mouth...
but it ain't easy on body...

If you were here...
you can feel the pressure..

even I,
I'm still goofing off...
playing games but not studying..

what would my world be in tomorrow's land...???
= (

Enigma said...

Perspire to Inspire.
I have neither both. ;(

I'm sure the pressure is the same in United States

Atiqah Hasan said...

Thanks for understanding Afiq.
Yeah, so far the pressure is almost the same I guess..