ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Monday, November 23, 2009

REFLECT



Each day, each burden is lifted but that is not all. Each day passes, the more you feel scared. Not only about the results or not getting ready for exams but the future. The adulthood, the real cruel world they say. Are you ready for that, come to think that the last paper will mark our freedom. No... The last paper play the role as the key to the next level. Just like video games, the level gets hard and harder.
Does freedom even exist? Define freedom?
We are never be free. We always wanting that key to freedom but no, we only have the key to more powerful problems. Where is the key to freedom anyway? All our lives will be chased by that problems. We can run from it, but it just keep getting back.
Money, status... all the adults always on the search for that.
When we hand over the last papers, we hand over our freedom. The freedom that we always on the look for... it is right in front of our eyes. Our time here, our golden age is the so called freedom. Those papers, reflecting either the darker side of the future or vice versa.

" What is it that you look so bright in that reflection?
Is it the future or is it the past that shines...?"

5 comments:

Servant of Allah said...

only HE can define freedom...= )
and heaven is the answer...ahahaha

Enigma said...

even in heaven we were bound

Servant of Allah said...

???
but the true freedom is in heaven,,
that's what I heard...
we just have to do good deeds...that's all...???

Enigma said...

yeah, if we enter but everyday is a sin... the chances are slim

Servant of Allah said...

we are not perfect....but the one who tries his best, will be back up by our prophet...
The 'imam' said that our sin will be back up by our prophet if he can back it up...if too much sin..there's no back up for you...hahaha...= (