ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

JUSTICE


There lay me on the bed, wondering about the future.  Even with all my free time right now, I still don't want to study, or at least do something good. Laziness is it?
I have nothing in mind, I feel empty. I have always wonder about the future. Life is unfair, there is no just in life. Without any work people get success and there are people who worked hard but have nothing in return.
Life is so unjust... 
All these days I have been thinking of being somebody.
I guess I should have been more specific. 
Who will I want to be?
My thoughts are scribbled, even I don't know what is my best future career, I don't know what I do best. I just don't know...


I need motivation, inspiration or the things that will force me to realize how important this is.
I need something to remind me, I need color to revive this white canvas.
I need a rival to always push me to exceed my limits.
I have to bear in mind that the world is cruel... I need to prepare.

3 comments:

zmh said...

Yo, doppelganger!

heh, same thing happen to me. I sit thinking what should i do, when theres actually thousand things aku patut buat. -_-

time wasted, just like that.

and the thoughts "studylah zmah" ada jugak terlintas but, asyik "nantilah" tangguh2 smpi mlm.

hw dah siap, br teringat jadual mpm belum siap. hampehh.

and i need those things too. to remind me, every single minute, every single day, about my priority. GAH. :/

nak push diri sendiri, BUT, not strong enough, bnyk sangat distraction.

okay cukup, mcm buat post kat sini pulak, haha -_-"

Enigma said...

heheh what do you know
we are a doppelganger..

NADIA said...

ahaha move ure ass off n go to study lah!