ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

SOULSEEKER


I just watched Oprah the Best Life, I don't know, maybe I'm seeking a little bit of inspiration from the experts.
The thing is I just found out what I am, they have a name for it. A Soul Seeker. Or a Soul Searcher. Finding a soul, they said that these peoples have lost their identity, or hid it with the Identity that wasn't ourselves. We become what we aren't created by emotions and problems that life throw at us. It shapes us into a Seeker, wandering and wondering if life could have been better. Creating infinite possibilities. We complaint about how our plans doesn't work out for us because we're hoping for something that we didn't have. We get mad and sad because we didn't have what we wanted. We couldn't see exactly, we couldn't accept what reality behold. Our life turned upside down, opposite from what we wanted because we are not becoming ourselves.
No wonder, I felt lost and my life became colorless. Just maybe thats the reason.

We often take things for granted, we always want the things that we already have. We actually lie to ourselves, deceive ourselves.

There are also when everything falls apart, what you plan turn inside out, your life went into a disastrous state. The first step is to see what situation are you in. Start with " Now I am still breathing." Still alive to turn things back to the course of our plans.

We also might lost something, or destroyed certain things, but to remember another lost is another gain.

Another thing I've learned is that I should create a Wishlist, I know many of you already have one. A wishlist on what to do/have in the future. And try to achieve it one by one, list out all the possibilities that life holds. And believe that we can make it come true.

4 comments:

Servant of Allah said...

lpas nih jd fan or oprah plak lah..or ko memang follow citer oprah nih...hahahaha..

Enigma said...

aku dah follow lama dah, dan aku dah lama x follow. get it?

Servant of Allah said...

oooo...
sbb SPM ker ko stop jap...
and td kol 1 ade ulangan..
aku dh tengok dh,
tp yg gler tuh yg ade perempuan tuh...
mke die terbakar tuh..
dh tk mcm manusia doe muke die..
tp die still ade hope in life...

Enigma said...

oh pompuan tu, gler ah. Sekelip mata je, dari yg gamba tu jadi camtu...
that shows kita ptt bersyukur kita masih ada rupa..