ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

SOCIAL


The driving lesson was awesome but not a good start. The instructor first asked wether I have driven a car before. I said no, never. After a while he asked again, do you know how to drive. I said no. "Langsung!?" he replied. So what else can I replied, I am an honest person.

Then tiba2 dia suruh tukar tempat. I was like wtf..." Nak tukar tempat ke?". I was so petrified. So tukar jelah, then he teach me. Haha, first time driving, I know... bukan sesuatu yang dibanggakan. Mula2 banyak kali enjin mati. Huhuu... but it was hell fun, rasa nak tekan kuat2 je pedal minyak tu. But the day was hell boring, first I waited like 1 hour for the carpool to arrive, jalan jam. Then another hour waiting for my name to be called. Then another half and hour waiting for the instructor. I guess dzmah would go mad if she's me. :p.

I hate doing things alone, I felt lost. I need a friend. And I am not good in making any. I am not good with socializing that my mom once scolded me for it. I wish I could have Syai's talent in being so great in this ordeal. He's so friendly. Gah, I can't live without having someone besides me.

There was I alone, termenung je depan driving school tu... this just a driving school whatabout PLKN?? University?? Oh and one of the college guys called me, dia kata anda layak apa ntah, I was like blur... dia cakap pun aku x faham. I just 'aha', 'oh'.. then he called me 'sayang oi' in a bit of an angry tone. Man... I sucked at talking in telephones too...:(

6 comments:

esya said...

i have the same condition as u too.mcm xleh bwt bnde alone,den dyrah thought me about being independent,n looks like some of things i can do it alone.
i think it's juz an issue of mind over matter.

No NaMe said...

*sigh* same here. i jz went to the kursus kpp, alone. i feel like such a loser. i cant do things alone..
-_______-'

Enigma said...

esya- Yeah, it is only the state of mind but at least you made new friends. I can't make any. :(

NoName- Yeah, feeling like a loser sucks..

Servant of Allah said...

aku pon...amik KPP tuh tk de rase pape..rase boring jer...khamis nih baru nk amik ujian komp....
bile lah nk pegang kete manual nih..jeles doe dengar keng kawan aku dh pengang...*sigh

dzmh said...

me too. i dunno how nak make conversation dgn org :( weh when is your next bengkel? fix for the same day lah.

Enigma said...

dunno, kena confirmkan dulu .