Every time I opened a book, a few minutes later I will close it back. My mind is eager in it's so called study mode but my body seems be holding it back. I have lost my willpower I guess. I better get them back fast. Now I have my inspiration for arts which I longing a long time ago, but now I don't have my willpower to study which I needed badly at this moment. Sometimes I only feel a small spark, I want a whole flame so that it will push me forward. Help!