ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

UNAPPRECIATE



" I want to be Whatever...!"

When I answered that I burst into tears, I'm tired of what life throws at me. I'm very disappointed, not about my failure but about others, who failed to support me. The world is unfair, unjust and prejudiced. They don't know how I feel, after the years of sweats, and I still got nothing in return. Everything I do is taken for granted. I feel so unfair. It is easy to say but the feeling is hard, even to describe. I've tried hard enough but I still get the same 'stupid'. I guess that is why my brain becoming lazier day by day, now I know why, even my brain feels unappreciated. Everything that I have done is always wrong in their eyes.. Be thankful of what I am,because it could be worst, For the least, I am satisfied with what I got because I've tried my best on it. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm tired...

15 comments:

zmh said...

u cant give up now!

Enigma said...

No I am not giving up,
I'm just tired

Atiqah Hasan said...

I'm tired too..

With all the s**t going on here!!!!

Enigma said...

humm, I guess that is life,

zmh said...

sometimes u just cant do anything but shut up and deal with it.

makan hati sorg2 lg baik drpd open up everything and semua jd chaos and hurt people's feeling.

Atiqah Hasan said...

i guess..
but simpan lame, kalo skali meletup, habis kau...

Enigma said...

humm yeah,

aku x makan hati... x sedap.

Atiqah Hasan said...

same here =)

Servant of Allah said...

What you're feeling right now is as same as me...
What I have done to my friends, teachers and family...none of them appreciated me...and none of them always agree of me...

they say that I'm like that, I'm like this...help your self first, change yourself first...I know, may be what I have done might be just a lil bit helping hand...but I makes all the difference...

The second time, we are on the same boat Afiq...
I've been through it since I was 7 years old...
Want some tips...ahahaha =D

Enigma said...

wow 7 years old,

but god have already planned good things for me,
insyaallah

Servant of Allah said...

yup..
I hope so...
I always hope that you can see what I have meant all this long...
The admonish and advice thingy...hahaha...

And I know, your determination always break off the obstacle in front of you...
I will not be as strong like you did...
but you have something in there man...
use IT...before it fades and dim...

hope to see the new you in the near future...good luck =D

Enigma said...

well let's pray for that

Servant of Allah said...

let's pray often and always...=D

zmh said...

weird thing is, makan hati and i dont really care about it. i dont speak up klu makan hati. i'll frget it in time.

tp klu sakit hati, naik hangin lah aku

Eunice said...

Erm.... why do I feel like that is me.... I mean.. The pics.....??