" You know what, I have this feeling that I'm ready for SPM."
" Buat apa aku nak belajar, aku dah ready dah untuk SPM"
-anonymous-Those quotes are very intimidating, lately I feel very guilty for certain reason. The reason that I couldn't get a hand off. Lately I have been down, my mood doesn't seem to do much, a kind of that sinking feeling, like a quicksand, slowly pulling me down.
I need to find something to trigger inspiration, to trigger the motivation. Sometimes I get motivated by reason's that I'm not aware of.
Last week, I got a haircut at a Saloon, You know what's funny? I get this warm feeling, a feeling to move on. I felt very happy. Each hair falls kind of like falling burden. I felt free.
I need a purpose to live on, the motivation from the Yellow Mosque doesn't bring that much impact on me, and so it fades. I just need a purpose. Someplace, something, someone that will push me forward.