The word that spread such angst in my mind lately, If only I didn't turn left, If only I met him, if only...
In every 'If Only' there's a result such as If only I didn't turn left then I would probably escape the accident, If only I met him then I could show my feelings.
The word if only is just haunting. Just a two word, simple phrase.
If and Only. It brings such fear to me. Every choice I made have an 'end' result. If only I choose...
In other topic,
4,5,6,7,8,9,10 (counting), months left. Did you know that 1/4 of our Life is used for sleep. The other 3/4 is our living days. Minus eat, sleep, tv's, internet, coursework,homework,schoolwork,walk,sleep,run, and other related ordeals we have only about 10 days left (sarcastically). For SPM off course!
In front of my bed there's this 2009 planner, and there marked SPM, then at the calendar also marked SPM. I went to school and at the front gate also marked SPM.
Such importance that it made, not much care.
" I just adore of what you are doing, do it more but
don't overdo it. "