ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

VIDEOS


These are couple of videos that I found good links to the events that happened in the past years.

Monday, September 7, 2009

LOOPY


It's already September, have done it right all this time.? The nearer the papers the more questions appeared in my mind. I can't draw like I want it to be, I can't read as it is, I am sleeping while I am awake! The fear had come again but only this once, but I know how to get rid of it. I've learned from fear itself. But there is something that is preventing me from doing it. Sometimes I feel like all the things that I have done in my past were useless, or is it? I still couldn't find the brighter side of life. Spending days and days with useless rant. Thinking about the possibilities that life holds. Praying to god with such details. And so life replies to me with it's mesmerizing stare. And so I lost again in it's beauty.


" Be more open minded okay...! "

Today I saw something supernatural, I saw this man with a screw loose. Not just me, everyone around. He is nude... in public. A horrific sight doesn't it? Imagine that. Is that normal? How do you define normal. Osyin and I had always like to draw pretty woman. And we tend to draw them to be as perfect as possible with curves and beautiful breasts. Sometimes we compete on who makes the bigger boob. And with that some woman will yell ," Pervert!" and some would say, " Chill la bro, normal kan." As you can see, some people are offended by different things with different aspects. Their view of life reflects what consequences that life will give in. Some people tend to take things seriously and some don't. Why is that? What is normal anyway, they say why be normal? Is that a good thing? Is nudity normal?
As an art form yes, but what I have seen is not to be called art. The chinese workers were laughing and a driver in a car kept on honking. I wonder if a children saw that. Funny or a pity...

Sunday, September 6, 2009

LUCK



Ah, yes. I bought them all. There are so many temptations that appeared in this exam week. I just can't stop myself from being distracted by them. Yeah, I know. Exams... important and all but my mind had not put it into it's study mode. Sometimes I feel like luck is with me, but is it there? How'd you know when you feel lucky? It's hard when Luck only come to you when you least expected.

Friday, September 4, 2009

CAMERA


Tadi Shamsul Ghau-ghau berada di bazaar ramadhan seksyen 6 melakukan shooting untuk rancangan TVnya. Semua nak masuk TV, semua ikut je mamat camera tu, makin lama makin ramai yang ikut. Tahun ni banyak betul aku encounter ngan camera ni. TV9,TV3, Animax pun ada. Macam best je kan.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

WALL


Today starts the exam where we have to experienced it by hand. We have to sit in the hall combined by three classes. I felt alive and calm there, I can see every single of my friends. It is easy to have a talk with them since the boundary that blocked us have been cleared. It's like a reunion, everyone were meeting each other telling stories. It's like it had been a whole year since we last met. I like it... I guess time flies and left us around two months for SPM. It's kinda nerve-wrecking, not the SPM but the future that lies ahead.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

FACE


Two weeks before eid and shops had already hung the raya banner, raya commercials also had been aired on TV. The weather seems to be chilly lately, and many events seems to fade. I don't feel Ramadhan, it doesn't have the same feel like before. Even the Merdeka celebration seems to be pale. I bet Raya will be gray as well. Is it the cause of SPM?
I don't like SPM, it stands for Farewell and it limits all the fun things that you can do. The teachers always mention about us leaving school next year. Don't they feel sad? I guess that is their job and that what they do, they have adapted to that situation. But us, preparing for the real world, facing the greatest problems. The trials doesn't co-op with me, things aren't as serious as it would be. Well, I hope that things will go well. Soon we face adulthood and experience one of those so called mid-year crisis. Sigh...

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

BOARD



I was bored so I did this. This is an unfinished project. The thing is, the word in the speech bubble couldn't be seen if the image is small. Suggest me on how to edit the frame of the picture if you wanted to put on the whole page. I want to have a look at the edited pictures of 5A's and 5B's.