IF

It's nice to see people holding hands with their lovers but at the same time taunts me, and I get intimidated by that. Sometimes I wonder what if, things doesn't go the way they are now.

What if something else happened in the past, alternate future right? Say what happened if you met someone else, be at someplace else and so you've also can become someone else right? Would it be better? or does it turn horrid. What if...