ENIGMA

I found something new about myself which now I am sure of. I like reading or watching or knowing other people's life. Biographies. That is why I enjoyed watching films like big fish, curious case of benjamin button and so on. But at the same time makes me think about my own life.

Most of the movies were just flashbacks of their previous lives. At the stage of dying, they told their own life to their children or someone special. The places they have been, the people they have met, the wonders that they have done.

When I get old, I wanted to tell stories like they did, how I fear of getting old, how I love fairytales. The many faces that I have met, the beautiful places that I have been. But the matter is that it wasn't as memorable as it have been. I mean it could have been better.

I was quite jealous of people who can just quit something and start something new. Like a person who dislike his job and quickly changes to the job he likes. Experiencing new things, but it is just me, I am afraid of changes. I am a coward at these things.

I imagine when we were older,gray hair, wrinkled faces, sitting by the stool, talk about kids nowadays and dreaming about the past.

And we wished that we were younger...