MISS

Honestly, I didn't study chemistry at all,..
whenever I open the book I felt uneasy.
In my dreams I've always see the darker side of the future, what if.. your plan doesn't turn out the way they should.

Dzmah said, anything can happen.

I actually giggle in front of the computers, reminiscing the good times that we had. Folder by folder I opened, but in the end they all look stale and lifeless. Maybe it is because the fact that this is ending. I don't understand people who still want school to end fast, didn't they realize what school had done for us? Or maybe we just lucky that we had such good times?

Sigh, this is the time where the bird have to leave the nest.. I'm so gonna miss everything, asslam's joke, trademarks, everything from scratch. I just love hearing stories when they quarrel with the mak cik tandas, or when they complain about the floor of the canteen.

I'm already missing the good mornings that everyone do everyday, I miss guarding the gate during my prefect duty, I miss the school anthem. I miss the moment when my friends ask for homework. I miss the anxiety waiting for teacher not to come. I miss the boys who played takraw at the back, or the gossip girls with their loud mouth. I miss Syara's, Babilah. I miss Bella's busukk, I miss Adzimah pending, I miss Dyrahs chillabro.. I miss all the things from scratch.

We had great times, we have done all things, going to the principle's office, get lectured.

I bet the university days cannot replace these days that we had..

I've also try to look at the past post, and it swallowed me with despair,

It's been a while that I kept asking myself, am I ready? To face the new world. It just as scary imagining it.

But whatever it is, tomorrow is the last day. We can do many things, we can walk backwards, we can pretend it is daylight all the time. We can do whatever we can, but the day is still ending and when the day ends, all we can do is to bid farewell.