HOW LONG?

When I gazed at you

I saw myself trembling in your eyes

I opened my mouth as though I had a blank expression

When I continue to gaze at you

The seasons changed in your eyes

My new light which I’ve not known before

We will walk our separate paths

Now, at that crossroad

I can never look back again

My feelings are too overwhelming

You embrace me in the night that is about to disappear

Entangling me with your body which has grown cold

I feel that something is lacking

Just how long have I been holding on to

Lies and sighs to the point of falling apart?

Gathering emotions which are lacking

Things that were warmed just a while ago have grown cold

I couldn’t believe something like this

Just how long am I going to hold on to the same words?

How long am I going to hold on…