ここは唯一の真実を言える場所なら、
偏らずに自分の思いを全て言います。

If only this is the place where I can say the truth,
without any prejudice I will say everything I feel.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

ASTRAY

Day by day pass by 
the true people have all die,
the is no justice left,
their ear went to deaf,
we forgot our own creator.
It's to late now we made our choice,
the sky turns red, and death comes to greet.
Then sixty thousand people, all running on the street
The curtain closes, the ground cracked under my feet
Death will take a bow and say "thank you all for coming out"
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I hear nothing, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a body on the ground, thats it
the thoughts went to my brain and scream It's the end and kill it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up,
alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Amir outside waiting,
 I walk right up to my mom and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, 
the sky just smiles and winks at the caster.
Almost as if to say...

Saturday, November 29, 2008

LOST

Having dark thoughts in this bright place,
blind in this beautiful world,
No clue have been left,
no steps have been retraced.

Our memories fade.
our life crash.
our love broken.
our fate slipped.

and we closed our eyes,
trying to forget the sadness,
but it won't listen.
our body astray.

tears betray their master,
drop endlessly,
our heart ache,
it bleed,
on the inside.

Our faith is leaving,
our hope is gone,
our trust sing,
our truth lies.

We have waited for eternity,
even with mortality,
but what can we do.

when we're lost.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

9TH MARCH

In the middle of the changing season,
I casually feel how long the day is,
In the midst of restless busy days,

You and I paint our dream,

Place our love on the winds of March,
A cherry blossom sprout will move on into spring
Little specs of overflowing light,
warm up the morning little by little.

By your side when you're embarrassed,
After a big yawn.

Standing at the entrance to a new world,
What I noticed was that I wasn't alone.

By closing my eyes,
The you who I see behind my eyelids,
Has somehow helped me become stronger,right?
I too want to be like that for you.

What's wrong with falling down, you can always stand up again.

If you look up at the sky after falling down the blue sky is also today stretching limitlessly and smiles at me... I'm alive.

I'm alive.


Wednesday, November 26, 2008

MELANCHOLY

On the other shore of sadness,
It is said that there is a smile,
Finally we arrived,
but what are we waiting for?

The purpose is not to run away,
It's to chase after dreams.

we should have gone out to travel,
On that summer day so long ago.

Even tomorrow, if you see it,
though there isn't a sigh either,
like a ship going against the current flow,

right now, go forward,move ahead.

Even if it cuts through the rain and clouds,
The wet roads shine.
Only the dark will teach,
a stronger and stronger light,

be strong, go forward move ahead.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

ONLY HUMAN

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

Monday, November 24, 2008

GOOD MORNING LOVE

Sitting in front of my laptop. Reminiscing the good old days. I wish I could abroad. It reminds me on the movie "selamat pagi cinta" a quite descent but cheesy Malay movie. It is a sad movie about love but it doesn't come to  me. It didn't touch my heart. The sad movie turns into a comedy. Well...That's when Adzimah interfere. 
The thing is here, Love,Death, are in the gods hand. Just now I met Nadhirah,Aisyah, and Adzimah, I was told they just came back from Nadia's house.There I made a promise to my self and my friends indirectly. We will succeed together.
 So on my way to the tailor. I wonder when we will met our true love. Some people chase for it. But for me and some others wait for it. Back to the love part. One day we will have our own marriage. We will be a parent. But ruined by the rumors of 2012. They say the apocalypse will happen on that year.I don't believe exactly what the rumor says but the calendar and the global warming brings the fear. Fear why have you come. I hope it will be a bit longer, so I can accomplish my dreams and such. But if it ends let it ends.
At least let me make it a happy ending.

APOCALYPSE

I woke up around 6.30AM. It rains... I can hear it through the closed window. It is cold. . . Lately my positivity slightly gone, I felt like everything is going to an end, My dreams perish, my love shattered ,my life ruined. I anxiously waiting for 'the end'. But my heart resisted it so badly. Fear is a friend now to me. But it is time to get rid of it. I always wonder why should we live in fear. It is time to make a change.