Two weeks before eid and shops had already hung the raya banner, raya commercials also had been aired on TV. The weather seems to be chilly lately, and many events seems to fade. I don't feel Ramadhan, it doesn't have the same feel like before. Even the Merdeka celebration seems to be pale. I bet Raya will be gray as well. Is it the cause of SPM?
I don't like SPM, it stands for Farewell and it limits all the fun things that you can do. The teachers always mention about us leaving school next year. Don't they feel sad? I guess that is their job and that what they do, they have adapted to that situation. But us, preparing for the real world, facing the greatest problems. The trials doesn't co-op with me, things aren't as serious as it would be. Well, I hope that things will go well. Soon we face adulthood and experience one of those so called mid-year crisis. Sigh...
