LOOPY

It's already September, have done it right all this time.? The nearer the papers the more questions appeared in my mind. I can't draw like I want it to be, I can't read as it is, I am sleeping while I am awake! The fear had come again but only this once, but I know how to get rid of it. I've learned from fear itself. But there is something that is preventing me from doing it. Sometimes I feel like all the things that I have done in my past were useless, or is it? I still couldn't find the brighter side of life. Spending days and days with useless rant. Thinking about the possibilities that life holds. Praying to god with such details. And so life replies to me with it's mesmerizing stare. And so I lost again in it's beauty.

" Be more open minded okay...! "

Today I saw something supernatural, I saw this man with a screw loose. Not just me, everyone around. He is nude... in public. A horrific sight doesn't it? Imagine that. Is that normal? How do you define normal. Osyin and I had always like to draw pretty woman. And we tend to draw them to be as perfect as possible with curves and beautiful breasts. Sometimes we compete on who makes the bigger boob. And with that some woman will yell ," Pervert!" and some would say, " Chill la bro, normal kan." As you can see, some people are offended by different things with different aspects. Their view of life reflects what consequences that life will give in. Some people tend to take things seriously and some don't. Why is that? What is normal anyway, they say why be normal? Is that a good thing? Is nudity normal?

As an art form yes, but what I have seen is not to be called art. The chinese workers were laughing and a driver in a car kept on honking. I wonder if a children saw that. Funny or a pity...