BLEAK

I hate this sentimental feeling that the form 5 student's used to feel.

And now those sad feelings entwine with those happy feelings, it turned out to be a frantic mess.

The holiday doesn't seem to have the same excitement as we used to feel, under this tremendous pressure, plus thinking about stuff that shouldn't be thinking of. I don't like it one bit. Confused and empty that is all that I am feeling now. As I expected, 7 coursework is still a seven. And they say 7 is a lucky number.

I'm off to Serdang tomorrow, hopefully I get motivated. :/