INDEPENDENCE RAMADHAN

Yesterday,Nadia's party was a blast!!!

a unique party under the shade of the tree...The games was hell of a fun!

I like the spin and run game. Dizzy,dizzy... I ate 5 pieces of fried chicken and I need to have more workout...Curse you irresistible chicken! Anyway I like the most is the baloon fight!

Faisal started it, and Nadia's mom Was like... 'sigh' hahaha... Awesome!Sometimes back to the past and being childish bring out the most fun!

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Tomorrow is the start of Ramadhan.

Already! Wow time are running fast

Muslim fasting month... Either I eat more than  usual or keep on a diet.

And Happy Independence day to Malaya!!

TONGUE GIRL THEE GAR POO LOOH SAR TWO

We celebrate Malaysia's Independence day at school...It still as spirited as usual... Nice marching perfomance by the KRS, Scouts, and Police Cadet... We are lucky to have a peaceful country...31 August 1957...

LOCAL COLOURS

A Movie bold yet inspiring...A movie that receive 7 awards...A winning movie...

A successful artist looks back with loving memories on the summer of his defining year, 1974. A talented, but troubled eighteen year old art student befriends an elderly alcoholic genius painter who has turned his back on not only art, but life. The two form, what appears to be at first a tenuous relationship. The kid wants to learn all the secrets the master has locked away inside his head and heart. Time has not been kind to the old master. His life appears pointless to him until the kid rekindles his interest in his work and ultimately gives him the will to live. Together, they give one another a priceless gift. The kid learns to see the world through the master's eyes. And the master learns to see life through the eyes of innocence again. This story is based on a real life experience

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES

Looking back at my old photos of mine...thinking of the memories we had... a bittersweet day. What a life I had...thank you... but it just now remains a memory... sometimes you think of if you can come back to the past and change things... what a funny way it would be... If only time slow down a bit... How much it's scares me that I am getting older...and one day everyone will take their own paths...We might not be seeing everyone. Old friends new friends... Take a peek of the future but take a wide look on the past... for everyone that is saying farewell...all that I can say is...goodbye... a sad moment...and they say "

It's not how we start, it's how we end"

We are just like one happy family... But someday things change...so do the people...

Exams update... Got 3A's And also 3 Fail's... hahaha so happy...everyday is a happy day...but I tend to get serious and tend to forget the happiness...but it wouldn't stop and chase me back... What if she is not there...well that is one problem....and what if anyone doesn't be there...? Hurmm...?

I hope there will be one... And CONGRATULATIONS MARTIN! You took my advice... I guess to be respecting you more now... and you beat me also... I'll make you my rival.: )... Martin is trying to be cool to attract girls... Good Luck on that! And today MR.SYAWAL 'merajuk'...poor him...because of our results disgust him... sorry for that...One day for sure additional maths will be a slice of cake...!

I am quite satisfied with the results...it is all the matter of hardwork...nyahaha!

THE PERFECT FANTASY

like the flight of the white dove,

some people hoping for love,

with a different world,

a fantasy they created to comfort their heart,

hoping that they will be there side by side,

thinking and thinking until it got numb,

having dreams on hoping they would come,

tomorrow,the day after or today,

some people are far away,

hoping to be home,

they wrote it in a memory tome...

like the sea and sky current,

they say with their own words...

with black and white entirely different,

splits between the two worlds,

some always lost,and couldn't get back up,

they asked god for help,

to stand and fight,...

one borrowing love from someone,

to sympathize the aching heart,

other don't want to be alone,

some are alone,pity themselves on what they had,

life is complicated for someone,

as they are grateful for what they have,

unlike the riches,kings and queens,

happily ever after,but it  never last...

weight to heavy to carry,like an open sea...wide as it is...

dreams they catch before,they let it go,...

forgotten why they were here in the first place...

but it all just a perfect fantasy...

a complete fairytail...

a atragic nightmare...

AFFORDABLE MEETING

Today school was a hell of fun...poor maths teacher upset with our marks... But that's okay I will get higher to comfort her. And the trashes who don't know how to use life instead of just talking,babbling and only to have fun... Think twice if you want to keep that life of yours... Today there were two guys came to our school, I was lucky to be picked....There were only 10 students chosen... Confidently sharp at 11:55 I went to the meeting room...The other students were like nervous, I just chill and think they ask I answer,...But it turned out it is an informal meeting, we discuss in a group, and they record us... I remember the first man, His name is Ian... We talk about ambitions and how important life really is...and how can we make others follow... He also talked about fav teachers,socials schools and all those stuff... It was fun and skipped Physics,..I met new friends and realized I am better than others...He gave his card to all of us and he also bought some food,...lastly he gave us prepaid card,..unfortunately it is Hotlink and digi in fact that I used maxis line service now...I thought I want to give Syafiq but he did not attend EST...so I just raise the card high and asked if anyone wants it...well Adzimah got it...and I think she passes it to Thyvia...It was raining and one day I have a formal meeting....

with the fearsome "Lara"....

INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF LIFE

And there was I ponder, imagine the plight of my day...

blinded by love, with deep sorrow presume...

and there I wonder the day that we first met...how awkward could it be? Feeling the sense of disgust, I saw you with disdain...pause the time...and rewind deep into the past. Oh truly  a wonderful story... remarkable as it is, Just now I watched 'The Last Holiday'  a story of a woman who only have 3 weeks to live... She have a manuscript titled possibilities...which lies all her unfulfilled dreams...but she have only a couple of weeks to live because of a disease...

she goes on a vacation which led her dreams fulfilled and she ended up misdiagnosed and change people around her...a pretty inspiring movie on how we should appreciate life instead of kill time with useless stuff and fail miserably...a pretty inspiring story...This story make me realized for me to see the world... Possibilities of life are endless, you live life to the fullest...Don't just sit inside a box go  out there and feel life...a pretty bittersweet story. Life is short,...be thankful to god that you still stand today...

DO YOU SEE LIKE I DO

cold,dread and darkness...

keep me away a distance...

do hoping to never see hope,

but it rhymes with death...

and you came to it too..

or do you see like I see...

Thus the water is too shallow to be blinded...

and sorrow felted like sorrow itself,

envy,greed and lust...

those are our triumph,...

merely you and I are the same...

or do you see like I see...

the world kill itself...

nor our killings...

their belongings are ours...

or most likely fear itself,

a shadow creeps into the darkness,

hoping to find light...

but a mere fool the shadow were,

in darkness,light absent...

the absence 0f hope in life,

in fact life struggle itself...

time runs, like lightning..

swiftly across the black sea...

or will it stop...and fall upon us...

us walking together,...

love, pure happiness,

or is it,nor is it...

each love gained,each love thrown...

or will you save it...

and thus a savior falls...

thus our strength...

solid as a concrete are...

or an abstract is...?

created   by    Mohammad Afiq bin Marzuki

Abstract Poem,Do you see what I see,2008

IT

The holiday is wonderful..but the fact that it is filled with dozen's of homework. And that thing came again...I hate that thing. It make's me do nothing...IT makes life useless,IT make's me look like a fool...IT...

TRAVEL?

If you are what you say you are,

a superstar,

then have no fear the crowd is hereThen have no fear, the cameras is here

And the microphones

And they wanna know...

If you are what you say you are, a superstar

Then have no fear, the crowd is here

And the lights are on

And they wanna show oh oh...

Tomorrow I will make a decent escape...

maybe I will get some inspiration from escaping...

time to travel...

to the road of .....

I DON'T LOVE YOU

I Love this song so much...Never bored of it,...It is so subtle and delicate...

This is song is purely heart-broken song...

IT ENDS TONIGHT

Your subtleties 

They strangle me

I can't explain myself at all.

And all the wants

And all the needs

All I don't want to need at all.

A falling star

Least I fall alone.

I can't explain what you can't explain.

Your finding things that you didn't know

I look at you with such disdain 

The walls start breathing

My mind's unweaving

Maybe it's best you leave me alone.

A weight is lifted

On this evening

I give the final blow.

Now I'm on my own side

It's better than being on your side

It's my fault when your blind

It's better than I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside

Now you're the first to know

Just a little insight won't make this right,

It's too late to fight,

When darkness turns to light it ends tonight

LITTLE PIECE OF HELL?

Today art examination...and for me...it is the most important exam of all...and today..I know I sucked it... My biggest weakness is drawing scenery...especially cloud and water... if they would make a potrait drawing..sure it will just a little piece of cake for me..

AVENGED SEVENFOLD-LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN

HARDWORK?

Phew...hardwork..physics ,addmaths...and Islamic study I've done only 10 minutes...

today nothing happened except Just helping miss.Aisyah do some work...key-in the marks...

well why the hell suppose the teacher's do that..I mean isn't that the clerks work...

it remind's me last year...as my father wen't to school to fetch me...he saw the clerk's dancing...

geez...no work huh? If I were a minister or a principle...Teacher's teach ....clerk clerk's work...

done!

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Stop disturbing me...you annoys me...

I don't love you so....

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You have changed So do I...

But You lose...I wIn

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It is all the matter of hardWork

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best gak dapat perempuan macam citer Happy Go Lucky tu...

PHYSICS AND ADD MATHS?

The law of physics states that...

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS AND PHYSICS CAN'T COMBINE TOGETHER!

Shit!

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so much for my plan...

people with confidence always smirk and smile?

NEW AWESOME MOVIES

Today exam's was fine except the fact that I didn't study...Anyway's I need to take care more of my body. Weight issues... Yeah I have been eating a lot...speaking of eating a lot here's what happened... Saturday there was a wedding ceremony...as mentioned zizan and leez af was there...so I eat a lot there too...you know I eat when I am bored,and the next day Teacher,Hariane treat's us breakfast...good thing I rejected cuz I just eat,then she treated me lunch...then back home my mom bought me KFC...so I eat it...a couple of minutes than my father treat me and my family to sushi king....in the end I felt like puking...Can't wait for new movies!! Death Race is the best trailer movie...for me..

QUARANTINE

SAW V

THE SPIRIT

BABYLON A.D

DEATH RACE

HARRY POTTER

MONSTER SLAYER

THE PUNISHER

and for those who have a sad life Really,really,really should watch this movie especially girls..

HAPPY GO LUCKY

go watch the trailer everybody!

and again Death Race is so cool looking

for  horror movie watch SAW and Quarantine

Old fashioned Harry Potter is awesome

Babylon A.D is nice

The Spirit is so good looking

Monster Slayer's old fashioned style

oh forgot the new Terminator Salvation

PLAN "A" START!

Well for those of you who want to know how I see life within my own heart?

I imagine this game of life will be, either 

Glorious Victory or Crash And Burn!

Defection is another state of mind! 

Success is Failure turned inside out!

What you Give is What You Get!

Success often lies just a few short steps beyond the point where we decide to quit!

Life wouldn't come to you,you must come to them,

Oh and for those who called me worthless,don't know how to work out for yourself,stupid...you better take that back because I will show you,you'll see...

one day I will get out from my cage and make a run for it...I will take what is good,loved,honoured,respected,e.g,e.t.c with me and leave the bad alone...

A WEDDING BREAK

Just came back from a wedding ceremony... So exhausted. Zizan Bolos and leez Akedemi Fantasia was there too... I have a chance to take a picture with him . I mean a lot of chance. Wow This year is the most happening year I think. I get the feel of the real school life. It is good sometimes to see local artist having a break. Even when they are eating, people still take pictures of them. Come to think of it, One day I will have a wedding of my own too... And I really need to get socialized more with people especially adult's in fact that I am all grown up now...they do all the talk and I just ''Uhm, yeah, okay ,sure ''what is the point of that, And I must get along with kid's too even some of them annoys me much!

ADULTHOOD

Just came back from my cousin's house. The will be a wedding ceremony tomorrow.It was kinda grand.They made it in a hall...Looking at that, I must get along more with adult's...not just some cocky,know it all jerk...on sunday I have to attend ''seminar kerjaya''...busy.busy...busy

SEASON 3

YAY! The Amazing Race Asia season 3 or TARA 3 is coming. They say it will be the toughest ever.

As a reminder. Thursday 9PM 4-11 September! I just watch the finale of the season 2,it was breathtaking, another way to see the world is by joining that race, I hope one day I got the chance to do it. It is so nice to gain knowledge from the world, with infinite culture,I could see, million's of lifestyle and don't forget their lovely cuisine. So I made another decision on traveling the world, is by working like my father. Seriously I don't know how much is his salary is... But I know it isn't 4 thousand? But anyway by advertising ,an art director,I just gave idea look how it is done and tadaa one the tv screen... How so much it is scaring me that time run's too fast for comfort.

I realized that I am working too hard, but as long as I am satisfied of my work. And this exams...huhuhu...there is a little bargain I could get...all I need to do is study a bit hard.Not just like a dumb fool who act's smart but stupid... I need motivation to keep me going, so I put up some motivational videos...this one is about heroes also fall, but never defeated...most likely I wan't to be a hero too...

"so I have to make sure that history doesn't repeat itself again"

THE M&C SAATCHI

Thank god the oral presentation went out well,except for some of us forgot their script. Another day I have been thinking of this advertising company,it's an uneasy one for sure. M&C SAATCHI

the name is all good. But the requirement's are high. I have to speak english very fluently! So from now on I will try to get more serious on my study,and speak english more. Easy saying Less Malay More English. My main problem is Additional Mathematics...oh I wish my private tutor will be back. Since I can't live with only Mr. Syawal is teaching I need sis.Nabila for my better understanding. And A few day's ago ,I felt sorry for Martin... he lacks of confident and ask me how to be popular, and why is people call him a freak ? Yeah I think it bought big impact if everybody called you freak... So i gave him a few tips on how to get popular. As I am a stud myself, I tell him to have more confident and be the smartest kid in your class, an instant popularity... also I have checked some motivational videos on youtube...here is one of them...

an inspiring video on persevering no matter how many times you failed in life...

THE LONELY GARDEN

My friend Esya gave a call,

She requested an unusual favor,

So did I, to not let her fall,

I intrude her to the poem's flavor,

After that I went to a lonely park,

So quiet,alone,soothing,

so quiet,no scream, nor a dog's bark,

so quiet alone,relaxing,

I rest my body on a stool,

Looking forward,that time,stands still,

My oh my,I felt like a fool,

sat there,sitting,drool...

but today I created another poem,...

probably one of the best poem I have ever created...

the poem known the title ''Nothing''....

here goes...

 NOTHING

                                                                                                     

                                                                                                     

                                                                                                     

                 

                                                                                                     

created by,Mohammad Afiq

TO GUITAR PLAYERS

TO ALL GUITAR PLAYERS...

I CHALLENGE YOU...

TRY PLAY 

''Flight of the Bumblebee''

originally by Rimsky-korsakov

sakit jari-jemariku...

SILENCE

I'm just getting pumped up and ready to run!!!!!!!!!!!!

speak to me,when all you got to keep is strong Move Along,Move Along Like I know you do!!!

And even when your hope is gone,...Move Along,Move Along just to make it through move along.!

You know why I am so serious and silent most all the time?

because silence is golden...still can't draw lips! XD

MOVE ALONG

Success is Failure turned inside out...Oh I love this song since....uhh..I don't know LONG!!hahahahahahahahahahaha when I feel the urge to give up...this song will remind me to wake up...somehow this song remind's me of my past...heheh funny way to live a life...now I am more serious and realizing the truth..no more fooling around...hohoho

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

LIFE IS UNFAIR

Life is not to be chasing popularity, life is not just about love,loving someone,life is not also about finding wealth, well some people live miserably and us standing happily,some others have infinite problems and a weight of the world to carry on their shoulders, some of them thinking they are all alone,some people think themselves of a coward,some always searching for the right one,their true love,some people want to escape from this horrible world we live in,some people work so hard but those who doesn't will be treated equally,some people think they are ugly an outcast, some people think there is no hope left...some people reply it is time to move on,well some people think that there is no sun no light to shine them, some people want to cry so badly,some people want to protect what they love, some people made bad ugly mistakes makes them want to turn the time back, some people misses their past,some people wan't to lead the future,some people have all the things they wanted, some people always have a bad cloud above their head, some people always get stabbed in the back,some people get lied,some are jealous of what that they didn't have, some people call themselves demon, some people only care about their money, some only care about their family, some for fame others were left behind, some people used to forget now they remember, some people wan't to forget everything some people want to go home, some want to get out...some people have changed to better some to the worst, some people wan't to forget everything, some people have been hated,some of them been loved, some of them don't want to fall in love because it's hurt,some wan't to be praised and beloved,some people wan't to watch the world burn, some people were so angry they wan't to kill themselves,some other's want to kill eachother, some people have infinite tears flowing from their eyes, some people always think negativity some are positive, some people don't trust anyone,some wan't to be left alone, some people think they are different and they like it,some not..

All people have dreams,but some left it alone and fade...

It is true that life is unfair, but believe in god because god is the fairest...

EXAMS

Finally ''examinations'' ....a bit of a pressure sure wakes me up from my old boring-happy-unpressurized life...but it's kinda good though...thank you god!thank you for everything that you gave me... a little pressure won't hurt...and this exams sure differentiates me from others.

A little bit of work there and that. I'll be up in a jippy,Lately I have been thinking...just like the blaring queen Adzimah...hohoho. ''Aku menyampah nie,aku menyampah tu''...kinda have the same way that I thought too... when I see people are in my intimidation i get all ''menyampah glerlah''...

"un-indipendent"so I will just ask one last word...

Until the count of three,I will run,eiter you follow or you fall,...1...2...!

SEE THE WORLD!

13 PLACES TO GO

NEW ZEALAND_*Fresh,fresh and Fresh!*

EGYPT-*Brendan Fraser was here*

                                               THAILAND-*I feel so alive*
                                  SINGAPORE-*Overwhelming small city*
                  CHINA-*Almost all of the world's item was made in china*
                                      HAWAII-*How relaxing can it be?*
                               LONDON-*A place where Gentlemen's roam*
                                                  FRANCE-*City of art*
                                SOUTH AFRICA-*Wildlife is it's middle name*

                                          RUSSIA-*Red Alert in Real Life*
                                 ROME-*Well let's see how history works*
                     JAPAN-*Where every culture in the entire world roam free*

                                                                       &

13 PLACES TO GO... my journey sure is far...but my time felt like it is so damn short!