FAIRYTALE

You know those Fairy tale stories, most of them that Disney make ? With all the musicals and stuff. A lot of singing. These stories are interesting, the contains many ethical values, many important morals, and a little lesson about life. These stories teach kids not to lie (pinocchio),

Not to easily trust anyone (red riding hood), and much more. In these stories there are heroes and villains. Heroes off course face off many difficulties, and this is showing kids to be brave and villains mashing the heroes with all kinds of trick. This shows hard work does it?

Like the live action fairy tale, Enchanted. They showed us that happiness lies when you believe in one. Things can go well from bad to better. Like most fairy tale, villains turn good or be defeated and they all achieve the famous...

"Happy ever after"

SURF

It's Friday, and it is so not my time to study. Maybe a little recreational activities such as surfing the widest sea on the planet. The internet. While sitting eating street burgers and a glass of coconut drink sure hit the spot. I've found a great japanese TV show, favorite it.

I'm guessin those people who wore glasses that they invited and explain things are probably an expert or some sort of a witch doctor.

WORTH

" Bila lagi kau nak jumpa kawan macam aku ni."

Yeah, she's right.

Today we had fun learning history, Acropolis, Agora, Pompei. I still remember it, the expressions that we make. Like history, these moments are also worth to be treasured and remembered.

Right now my mind is filled with all sort of things. Doubts, choices, dreams everything scrambled together.

SPM

The exam hall is directly in front of our class. It is supposed to give us motivation or at least a little bit of fear to make us study. But looking at it, seems it doesn't give a damn thing back. Not even fear of failing our lives. A friend of mine said that SPM is like the 'Titian Sirat', you know, the path which built with a string of hair and divided by seven. The road to hell or heaven. Yeah, he told me it was like that. I believe so... I've met many people around all ages. They all have the same perspective and the same experience.

" I regret for not studying hard enough."

" My life is dying because I didn't do well."

" The test of life, your grade determines wether you have a bright future or otherwise."

" Don't be like me, you are still young. Don't repeat my mistake."

" SPM sucks so bad, but it will suck even more when you flunk it.''

" I have to retake the test, not because I want to look smart and have good grades on my certificate. But to regain happiness. "

" SPM is your weather, either you want it to be smooth sailing or a stormy side."

" If only I have studied harder, life would have been better. Think of it.. "

Why oh why, I feel so uneasy and at the same time felt relaxed like nothing's gonna happen. Some are stressed out, some are ready, some only hope for the best, some still struggling.

I still wonder about the future, jobs are jobs, dreams are dreams. They can break they can fall apart.

" Don't make your dreams your master"

- rudyard-

KNOW

She sat there beside me for no certain reason, I can see uneasy expression on her face. I don't know her, I'm not very close to her, I used to fight against her, now I'm fighting with her.

There's been a lot of changes in my past life, it affects everyone around me. Although I don't know her that well, I felt close to her. Then she said,

"we used to be best friends". At that moment, I felt that something is swinging and leave that slap on the face. All my past flashback surge into my memories, like a film projector, it shows. I was close to tears. Nadia, Nabila, Shakilla, Min Halina. Those were the faces appear on the slide. The shell necklace, that start it all. So that is how I know you...

GIVE

Pada suatu hari, seorang guru bertanya pada Amin," Amin, apakah impianmu."lalu dia menjawab." Saya tak tahu."cikgu itu bertanya kembali."Cuba tanya hati, apa kata hati."Lalu Amin menjawab. " Hati kata dia tak tahu, dia suruh tanya cikgu."

I've heard bittersweet stories lately,After hearing what she said, I felt that sentimental feeling towards life. How horrible can life turn out to be, how it trembles us with it's wrath and kick us to the corner. She cried, she couldn't stand it. I can see tears in her eyes but at the same time, she's smiling... What gives.

LAPSE

" Amatlah menakutkan apabila malaikat maut menjalankan tugasnya."

I saw a tragic accident today, in just seconds everything went wrong.

Life can be fast paced at times, my school days are lapsing. 17 days to go before the real thing.

What to do in 17 days.