PANDORA'S BOX

What is this... this feeling,

such angst,

such dread and ill,

the things that I have thrown out,

returned and betray me,

Lust reigns through my mind,

and kept wondering what it is,

envy sleep in my heart and stay there,

maybe forever,

I hold a handful of jealousy,

though I am holding it tight,

I have a pocket full of hatred,

and it lost me with it maelstrom,

my sight can only be seen by greed,

and though it hunger for more,

where is my saviour,

or is it me that been a saviour for this time,

or is it me that opened the box of demise...

MANNEQUIN

A mannequin tied,gagged,blindfolded and helpless,

her freedom locked in a cold hard cage,

the darkness bring fear,

and fear swept away with darkness,

and nothing could it do,

leave it static,

then to remain there forever,

easy to get in, impossible to get out.

and again forever it will be there,

and dead,

but the memories live on,

FOREST OF LIES

As I gathered my wisdom

but nevertheless they are just words.

from the sea of lies,

but what are they exactly.

a mere illusion from a ventriloquist,

as they bring remarkable lies.

to our ears and leave them as it was.

if my words are purest truth.

but my heart fill with forest of lies,

it's up to you to find the way out,

from the lying misery.

ONCE UPON A TIME

hour by hour wasted,

and I wish to stop time,

hence it will let me think perfectly in static mirror.

but it is just rather uncatchable.

seeking what's left,

or is it me that is too perfectionist,

and again I am lost.

but where will it go,

the dreams we have fought.

and we retreated,

but the dreams never were,

we are a mirage to them,

they are like a mirror reflecting,

us for what we are,what we stood.

they stand but we have fallen.

I have fall again,

I have every might to stand,

but I am lost,in a mere reality.

I betrayed you before,

you are heartless but I'm not.

then I came back to your heartless self,

and keeping you alive.

but instead I can't hold every of you.

only one is fair...

but which one is the fairest...

MALAYSIA IS DEAD

R-Rahman

A-Abdul Razak

H-Hussein Onn

M-Mahathir

A-Abdullah Ahmad badawi

N-.......Najib...

what's next...a premonition...

''Najib memusnahkan Malaysia''

-Abdullah-

WHERE IS THE FUTURE YOU PROMISED?

I woke up today,this morning.

I'm still alive,

turn up my radio to start up a new day.

but the damn DJ shattered,

how to survive.

amazing news got over on the airway,

As I glare at the future with such disdain.

Will the world last,everyday I live with fear.

thinking and wonder,what will it be.

tonight love is rationed,

tonight across the nation.

love whisper, almost another day.

She is a shooting star,tonight.

only for tonight.

so I let it be...

till the end...

MIRAI E

Towards The Future Look! 

Look at your feet This is the road you walk Look! 
Look ahead of you That is your future 
My mother gave me so much kindness 
"Embrace, love and walk," she said over and over 
At that time I was still immature 
I didn't understand her meaning 
She held my hand And walked with me 
Our dreams are always high up in the sky 
It's scary that they might not come true 
But we still continue to chase them 
Because it's our story We don't want to give up 
When I was unsure, she held my hand 
And walked with me 
There were times when I hated that kindness 
When separated from my mother 
I couldn't be obedient Look! 
Look at your feet 
This is the road you walk Look! 
Look ahead of you 
That is your future 
There were times when I hated that kindness 
When separated from my mother 
I couldn't be obedient 
Look! Look at your feet 
This is the road you walk 
Look! Look ahead of you 
That is your future Look! 
Look at your feet 
This is the road you walk Look! 
Look ahead of you 
That is your future Turn towards the future Let's walk slowly...