IF

It's nice to see people holding hands with their lovers but at the same time taunts me, and I get intimidated by that. Sometimes I wonder what if, things doesn't go the way they are now.

What if something else happened in the past, alternate future right? Say what happened if you met someone else, be at someplace else and so you've also can become someone else right? Would it be better? or does it turn horrid. What if...

SILVER

SOLILOQUY

These ramblings and rants going on through my brain. It couldn't be stopped. Even distractions are only temporary. I need to stop chasing you, at times I feel like waiting for something that isn't going to happen. I don't understand you, you make me don't understand myself. You hold the key to the last piece of the puzzle but why don't you put the pieces together. I can't breathe, I am suffocating in my own dreams...