SUSHI

All of those bright future of mine 

vanish into thin air...

I have been blunt lately these holidays. 

I am confuse. 

Just like sushi, You have to choose from different types of them and 

You don't know how it taste like.

You see them running around the belt. Sometimes it looked good but doesn't suit your taste bud.

I have lost my target in life. 

I don't know what will I be when I grow up. 

The right hand holds a brush and the left hand holds a black pen. 

I have lost my ambition... I can't shoot unless I have a target.

I need to know what will I be. I have to choose...